THE BEGINNING
Have you ever found yourself feeling a sense that you are lost in this life? That you do not belong? That you are different perhaps? Most of everyone you talk to they just don't seem to fully get 'you'? Well, welcome to my world. My name is Claudine and I am an ordinary person with I guess you can say an extraordinary set of glasses. I come from a some what big family and from a bloodline of psychics that was passed down through 4 generations. I do not know how far back exactly this goes back but it doesn't matter really, what matters is that it's in my family and because of that it has made it easier for me to understand and except and allow this to be a part of my life. This knowledge also allowed me to coach my own offspring to make their journey through life a lot easier as well.
I see life a lot differently then most. I get less sleep, I talk to myself often and yes answer myself to but I do not do it out loud unless I am alone and NO that doesn't make me 'crazy', weird perhaps but far from crazy. Besides, who doesn't talk to themselves? The question you should be asking yourself when you do is 'are you really talking to just yourself?'
I see strange things that nobody else seems to and those things that go bump in the night is just me walking to the bathroom in the dark (it's pretty hard getting around at night with your eyes closed when the flashlight batteries run out). But yes, I do consider myself 'ordinary'. Although perhaps my friends beg to differ.
I have worn these funky set of glasses since birth, but I kept them on my head for a good portion of my life until my vision begged for them and now they have become a permanent eye bifocal. Now, looking at life is truly a lot different for me. I have come to have a better understanding of the philosophies of why things are the way they are and my purpose.
It all began many moons ago that I found myself 'different' then the 'normal' kids or what I thought was 'normal' anyways. I found that I was much more attuned to the sensitive side of life, the spiritual side. The side that is invisible to the eye but full of color behind the ordinary vision.
I was always an artsy child. I went to art school for visual art, I took dance, did modeling, I did stage plays, sang in choirs and played instruments, I write poetry and I even opened a business in floral arranging. And now I am contimplating writing books. I was always a vivacious soul and I had a zest for knowledge. But I never found anything that I wanted to actually stick to or make a profession of. I always felt unsettled and that 'something' was calling me but I was not sure what.
Doing all these different things trying to find who I was, did make me feel different from the other kids because I felt like I was the only one who was confused in what I wanted to be whereas everyone else seemed to have their Colleges and majors picked out.
Growing up and going through school I always seemed to attract the troubled kids. Not the kids who got into a lot of trouble because they were just rebelling or miss-behaving, but the kids who had emotional handicaps from issues with drugs, abuse, prostitution, family issues, love issues, alcohol issues and so fourth. And because of my special knack and success at helping people I contemplated going to school for Psychology and make it a profession to counsel people, but because I was young with no understanding of why I was a magnet to troubled souls I found my energy was draining thus leaving me feeling tired, worn out and depressed. Hearing of all these constant problems for a teenager was a lot to take in, especially when at times I found I also needed some guidance of my own. And not because I was on the wrong track, but guidance in the sense of a course of direction. So in order to continue growing in my own life I detached myself from anyone who had a problem just so that I could breath.
Then as the years went on I realized my gifts and my life began to make sense. I understood just exactly why I attracted people who felt comfort in me. Even rivals.
Spirit works through me. They influence my words thus giving me the ability to guide those who are in need of spiritual guidance. I am what you can say a healer aside from a messenger. People tend to feel comfort and at peace in talking to me and if only they really knew why….
My journey thus far has been very challenging and I still do find myself feeling like I want to do more, and learn more, advance more. But now that I have found the realm of my calling I focus this ball of energy in this area of continuous spiritual growth so that I can help people. I chose to be the messenger for my father and mother God, I gave up my free will to do their work and it's been quite the feat getting here. I am a very stubborn person who analyzes and has to make logical sense of everything and where a medium once told me 'I am the type of person who when faced with a mountain to climb I don't just head straight up it....I go all the way around it a few times before I venture off onto my road'
I am me and I have a purpose and although there was a long time that I felt I didn't belong I thank my spirit friends for pulling me along and showing me that not only do I belong but that this is where I need to be. I do belong here in this world after all.....
This is my Journey~